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As I Lay Here

12:43 Nov 05 2010
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I lay here,

Hugging the the stuffed tiger

You got me,

Wishing it was you.

I know you won't be home for

Another few hours,

But I wish you were there holding me.

I lay there and close my eyes,

Seeing your face behind the dark lids,

I see the smile I love so much,

I see the arms that hold me tightly,

I see everything that I love about you.



Now I slowly drift to sleep,

My thoughts of no one but you,

My dreams swimming of your face,

Your voice,

And your touch.

I can't keep you out of my head,

No matter how hard I try.

I want you,

I need you,

I love you,

And I can't fight of my longing to be in

Your arms.

That's all I want.

All I truly need,

Is you.

All i want

Is you.



So as I lay here,

Hugging the stuffed tiger so tightly,

I wish you were here,

Though it'll be hours before you are,

I think back to how warm and

Safe I feel in your arms,

And I slowly drift to sleep.

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Secrets Revealed

05:30 Nov 04 2010
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I look down at the ground,

All secrets revealed,

All the things I've kept hidden

From my past,

All the things I hid for years,

You now know.



I wait for your response,

Shaking from head to toe,

Scared you will say no,

Scared you will leave me,

Scared you will say you hate me,

Yet you wrap your arms around me,

And hold me close.

I freeze,

not knowing what I should do,

Not knowing why you still are here,

I expected you to leave,

I expected you to say no,

To say you hated me,

Yet here you are,

Nearly seven months later,

My secrets revealed to you,

My mind an open book,

No matter what I did,

No matter what I said in the past,

Here we are now.



My mind is open to you,

My heart in your hands,

My body yours,

And my soul full of your love.

You arms around me,

Always holding me,

Keeping me warm.

Yet I'm afraid,

Every day,

That one day you'll think about my past,

Think it's not worth it,

Think things will not work out,

Or think that I'm worthless,

And you prove me wrong by each day,

Proving to me that you're not the same,

That you still love me,

That you still want me,

That you still say yes.



I love you,

I need you,

I want you,

I don't want anyone else,

For you are the only one

That i was able to reveal all my secrets,

And yet you didn't leave.



My secrets revealed,

My heart open,

And my mind as easy to read as a page

Out of a book.

I am yours.


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